Driving down the endless street,
Passing buildings and on the corner of 6th we meet.
You asked the cab driver to take you down a few blocks,
During that time, my golden eyes could help but stare at your flocks.
Of hair that curled perfectly upon your head,
The ones I would run my fingers through as we later met in bed.
I couldn’t help but think what wonders we could share,
As I ran my fingers through your hair.
Your voice so welcoming as you said hello to me,
I smiled back but that wasn’t what I wanted you to see.
For I felt you could read through my heart and my thoughts and dreams,
As you did when we laid across the mattress and seams.
Never thought we’d share a life together at that moment in time,
This is not just an ordinary poem or rhyme.
I want to be close to you and hold you dear,
Cause when your voice whispers upon the shadowed room I feel warm to know your near.
We lost touch which was hard to take,
All the memories were vanishing for there was no more room to make.
So when you grow old with your new wife and enjoy the sunset and dim,
I want you to know that I loved (you) him.
It all started with a dream about two weeks ago
Then all the memories flew past my eyes like a show
In the dream you were truly happy and it all felt so real
You changed so remarkably form the last time I saw you I didnt even know how to feel
You also told me you are gonna be just fine and is in a better place?
I dont know how to feel cause its been a while since I’ve seen your face
I have been feeling a space in my heart since that dream
Cause I havent seen my brother/best friend in probably two years and the sadness is supreme
It sucks not knowing where you are now
I wish I could call you and update you on my life and how
Much Ive changed since the times youd attack me with all your love and kisses
And how youd throw me in the air and catch me, man I miss this
You’d read me the bible and we’d talk about everything
We’d hang out together and I appreciate the presence you’d bring
Secretly, not a day goes by, by, by
Where I don’t sit down and cry, cry cry
Because of how much I miss you so
I wish you would just talk to me, hug me and never let go
I regret not opening the door for you that one day
You changed so much in a certain way
The last time I saw you you didnt even acknowledge me
But I know its not you doing that, its something else inside we all can see
Wherever you are in the world just never forget
Your in my prayers and I’m here for you through the happiness and regret
Summer was an ahhmazing time :D i went to
north carolina and got this beautiful beachhouse ! the weather sucked haha but everything else was just perfecto :) i went with my family and the trip was crazy long ; but it all worked out :D we went out to diff places including the wright bros memorial and of course , the gorgeous beach! in conclusion it was amazing but then i went to hershey park with my band friends :) i went on funn rides with my gurls and guys but then it fkin rained. so we were bummed and decided to go on the swings ride 5 times haha and went the oldest wooden rollercoaster there called the wildcat. thankfully , i lived. we left and went on hte fun coach buses and fell our a**es asleep. then i went to new york! new york was amazing for i stayed at the hilton on the avenue of the americas and went to the moma. then times squarte :D beaufiul at n8 btw,then we went on the staten island ferry and i enjoyed hearing the accents (; that was my action packed summa